Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Obie Trice Baby
Why doesn't anyone believe that I'm a nice girl?!?! I guess that's because they're all meanpoks @:
I had a really friared morning today! I was preparing to go to school in the morning and i had this really bad tummyache that almost killed me. I was like totally helpless and i have no idea if i should stand or squat or sit or lie or whatever the fart. So i ended up rolling on the bed which i thought it was the most comforting position. I went to the toilet thinking that i might need to take a dump, but it was all pee and no eartha kitt. VERY VERY sickening. I wasted two 30-minutes sitting on the toilet bowl and waiting. In the end I just dragged myself to school and halfway through i thought i was going to shit on the train. Thankfully not.
It's been a really stupid day today. Shitting and eating. Animation still sucks as usual. We did a 'piece of leg' which was supposed to kick and move around, but i found that really gross `cos it reminds me of that Liu Hong Mei's case. EEYER. Do you know that they'd actually posted pictures of the bags of multilated parts on the TNP webbie?! Anyway, i haven't started on my animation yet! I think i'm going to die. Prolly not going to sleep today cos tomorrow's wed.
AHH FART. I have loads of things to be done on wed! GRRR. Go to the doctor's in the morning, dumb briefing in the afternoon, polyfifty trainning in the evening and assignment at night. Nehminex i beli pro worrx, sure can do it onez hee heezzxxzzz. Alright. Slap me.
By the way, Melissa's acting really cranky nowadays. She keeps saying that she's emo and say things like 'nehmine, icheet, louchee, laychee'.. URGH. Makes me feel like slapping her with a piece of lard. Seriously i have no idea what's wrong with people now. They find that being irritaing and incosiderate is a funny and cool thing to do. WHAT THE FART GIVES THEM THE IDEA?? Especially the dmmt stage B people They made so much noise during lectures and for once i thought i was in a jungle full of apes. Mulfunctioned brains.. Sigh.
I need to do those stupid bouncing balls now.
ps: nehmine= nevermind
icheet= is it
louchee= lousy
laychee= lazy
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:55 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
If you're wondering, there's nothing wrong with your eyes cos i really did delete the last entry. I find that entry abit too 'to-gain-sympathy' and most of you prolly won't have any idea of what i was talking about. So that's it, it's gone. Blame it on my stupid pride, haha.
I can feel the strength coming back and i seriously can handle it on my own now (;
Anyway, school's been a dump. I have so many assignments thrown in my face all of a suddenly. It's only been 35 days and i've 3 assignments and a presentation handed in already. I've gonna hand in an animation, my gems assignment and one more presentation next mon. All on the same day, which really suuuuuuucks. But i think i've more time on hand after that, becos e-learning week is coming! E-learning is crap but good cos we don't hafta go to school! Anything is good as long as we don't have to endure smelly long lectures and stupid 'copy and paste' practicals.
Hmm. I caught The Da Vinci Code last week and it's quite a blast. The whole theatre is almost filled on a friday afternoon. Can you believe it? We got checked for our ic twice cos that movie's nc16. Anyway the whole movie will be perfect if they end it half an hour earlier, cos it made me sleep and i woke up only when melissa exclaimed, "hey he found it!"
"huh? find what?"
That caucasian woman beside me laughed ): Overall, it's still a good movie, and I really don't mind watching it again.
Oh yea, we've learnt lightings in vidp pract today. Yay! It's damn fun! But I was damn suay to sit in the middle of the class and i almost went blind when they striked the lights. I think we should wear shades for next pract, it'll do us good.
One advantage that i'd learnt about being short is that, i won't ever get to be the lightsman or soundman q:
My gems rocks. Now melissa and me can speak in codes and nobody will understand what bable language we're speaking in. Haha. It's actually cockney english and australian slangs lah. I'm getting so listless in school recently that i need to depend on jellybeans to keep me awake in class. We're getting 'postman patter' if this carries on any longer. Grr.
And yes, you'll have to 'book' me in advance becos i'm starting to get really busy. And stop asking if i'm fainting cos i'm not pale, i'm just FAIR-SKINNED and have stupid dark eye-rings.. And no, i won't faint when i'm running for polyfifty.
Oh well, that'll be it. Take care peeps don't fall sick, the weather's acting gay again.
ps: there isn't a single expletive in this entry. tee hee hee!
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:30 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
I don't understand why is this happening all the time.
I have no idea how long i can still hold on to.
Living under threats and fears. Wtf is a home? I can never find a definition for mine. My hourglass is almost empty. My tolerance is running out.
I paint my perfect future of me and my mum living together. I've never included him in it before. I reckon he should leave us by then, and that will be the moment I rejoice.
Maybe I should be glad. He trained my tolerance since I was young. He taught me the crudest things to say. He showed me how to abuse someone physically and mentally. He demostrated how to drive someone out of their minds.
This is a part of me that can never be torn away, but I'll gladly pay my life to.
I'm not ashamed anymore.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 8:30 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Kenny's house is fun. 2A02 rocks my socks. (esp me, tee hee hee!)
I was supposed to cook bee hoon for the class bbq today, and I felt a great chef after that. Though nobody knows it, it was actually my FIRST attempt cooking that. Hahaha. I'm a good chef. I went out of the house, had the feeling that I've forgotten to bring something. True enough, I left the bee hoon at home lah, wtf. Then when I reached the bus stop, the bus came and I had to run with the bee hoon, holding it with one hand. I was so embarrassed that I sat at the first seat, just behind the driver.
Anyway, Kenny's house is like damn fun lah! He's got this fantastic attic, with 2 desktops, a laptop, and sooooooo many antique posters of those classic movies. He's got those miniature water dispenser and candy dispenser. So damn adorable! Then the other side of the attic is just like one vintage shop with truckloads of old toys that I think can only be found in his times.
Bryan and me had this huge crave for alcohol that I practically made alot of noise there. What is a bbq without vodkas? Chicken wings and otahs and vodkas MUST go together k! I just refuse to shut it up and I said I wanted vodka for 279607585 times. Finally Kenny relented and he drove us to the center to buy them. Tee hee hee!
But damn, dumb cold storage doesnt have any absolute vodkas, in the end we just make do with bacardi instead. Oh well, that's better than nothing.
And I've got this dumb gastro..... I've no idea what you call that in medical terms. But if you translate it into chinese, it's something like an intestinal infection. Some fucking irritating illness. I can't eat anything with preservatives, salt, sugar, oil, whatever the fuck cos my stomach can't digest complex particles. I have to eat fruits and steam vegetables everyday lor! Pfft. I've no problems finding food at home but there's practically nothing healthy to eat in school. Except apples.
Grrr. I'm starting to hate apples.
I wasn't really interested to go for the pt bbq initially, cos I don't wanna be so stupid to go there and watch them eat. It's dumb, like REALLY lor. But even if I'm not going, I'll still have to cook the bee hoon cos I was supposed to! Who knows Kenny doesn't trust my culinary skills and he went on cooking a huge tray of nasi goreng lah. In the end, my mum asked me to go cos I think she don't want me to stay at home and disturb her. Haha.
I 'shat' like thrice in the morning and twice in Kenny's house. I felt so bad lah! Cos I know there's someone wanting to use the toilet but I'm like hogging it and shitting.
After I reached home, I threw up and I think I need to shit again now. My tummy hurts like siao lor. Must be that bacardi and those oily food ):
Anyway, I'm glad that more or less, this bbq has been quite a success in bonding our new class. Actually I've no idea wtf I'm typing cos my tummy huuuuurrrrrrrrrrts. AHHHHHHHH help!
Ps: We should go to that japanese cemetery sometime again. It looks fun.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:37 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Sometimes I just wish that I'll be less dumb, or at least grow taller.
I went to ntuc and bought a couple of stuff, barcadi, uncle toby's, strawberries.. bla bla bla. And that damned box of uncle toby's was placed so high so that I hafta tip-toe to reach it. Then it fucking fell and nearly hit my eye, missing just by 0.06496072672 cm.
The first thing I did was to look around and see if anybody saw me in that unbelievable stupid act. Thank god, no one was near. Yes, and I got scratched near my eye. Pfft.
Sometimes I get really sick and tired of the kind of stupid things that happend to me. Tell me, what are the chances that you
1)Walk innocently and turn to bump into the fire alarm.
2)Knocked into the MRT train's door while you just wanna rest your head on it and the fucking train braked.
3)Get mistaken as a handgrip on the MRT.
Anyway, was rather sick and moody in the morning cos my tummy's been giving me problems. I woke up in the middle of the night cos the pain was too much for me to bear, and there's no way I could sleep like that. Went to the toilet and spent the next hour there. When I stood up from the toiletbowl, I've got cramps in the calves and I can't stand straight for awhile.
It wasn't any better after I've reached school. I can't understand for nuts what Michael Spicer is talking and I felt as if my intestines were in a thousand knots. All was well until I took the medication Melissa gave me and I spent another half an hour in the toilet again. I think I lost nearly 2 kg from that cos my skirt nearly dropped after I returned. =__________=;;
Anyway, I seriously need to get down to do my vidp assignment already. I've been saying that I wanted to do my assignment since last week but I actually hasn't done anything yet! Doesn't make things better when I've a hundred over storyboards to draw.
Vesak Day's resolution: Grow taller and grow some brains.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:29 AM